Forlorn.of.thee (fa'lo:n ŭv thē), p, my only strength and stay,forlorn of thee, whither shall I betake me, where subsist?
Paradise Lost by John Milton
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Tuesday, June 27, 2023

Boarding School

 

When I was eleven, I went off to boarding school.

It was co-ed, and there had my first taste of girls, literally. She was 16, my best friend's sister, wavy blonde, big boobs, long legs and a very short uniform.

And I never wondered why she insists on hanging from the playground equipment in a short skirt. I was so innocent, never occurred for me to touch her boobs (nor anywhere else). When she took me to the back of the block just before lights out, no dirty deed ever cross my mind. She would kiss me passionately with her tongue wiggling in my mouth.

I look back with REGRET, missed opportunities, especially when her brother casually mentions having seen her erect nipples and pale boobs in the shower!

Never did drugs, wasn't suspended or expelled and kept my hands mostly to myself. Hands to myself in the shower that was, fantasizing about those breasts. It was in the shower when I had my first cum, not orgasm mind you, orgasms, I've had plenty.

Had another damn friend who kept plying me with dirty magazines, the one photo which sticks in my mind was of a guy straddling a girl, fucking her boobs. That image seared into my brain and to this day is my ultimate unfulfilled fantasy.

Kissed another girl, she was French, freckles and a real cutie. We lived in the same city and met up even when we went home from boarding school during the school holidays.

Strolling in the afternoon downpours, soaked to the skin, her blouse and bra becomes see-through. Ahhh, to be young once again. Je t'aime mon ami.

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